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Random Acts of Hopelessness
(art for rednecks)
Created on 2005-12-30 00:57:10 (#9133207), last updated 2009-07-24
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Basic Info| Name: | xanthic lighting |
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| Birthdate: | 02-28 |
| Location: | Gaithersburg, Maryland, United States |
Bioi wish i could give you a quick little label so you could feel like you know me. but to my dismay, i don't have one... i am not emo, nor popular, nor asian, nor any other particular thing. a very nice boy once told me i was "the most socially progressive nihlist" he had ever know, but there aren't enough socially progressive nihlists at my school for me to build a clique for myself.
so i try to be me, which is mostly unobtrusive. that's good, because attention is HORRIBLE OH NO NO DON'T LOOK AT ME!!! sorry, but i don't like attention. i'm kind of prone to panic attacks like that... i would rather skip a class than walk in a minute late and have all those eyes on me. so i try to not be noticed, except when i get very very tired and start rambling about how i'm fairly certain we all died in a car crash at the last stop light. (yes, i do this even when we aren't in a car. i'm still normal, so shut up.)
and as you can probably tell by this point, i'm boring. more even in person than online, if you can belive it. i'll try to only update this thing when i'm in a good mood, as the last thing lj needs is more misery and drama. a few years ago, i would have written philosophy, but high school has rotted my mind and i don't even bother with god anymore. i hope you enjoy what's here anyways.
so i try to be me, which is mostly unobtrusive. that's good, because attention is HORRIBLE OH NO NO DON'T LOOK AT ME!!! sorry, but i don't like attention. i'm kind of prone to panic attacks like that... i would rather skip a class than walk in a minute late and have all those eyes on me. so i try to not be noticed, except when i get very very tired and start rambling about how i'm fairly certain we all died in a car crash at the last stop light. (yes, i do this even when we aren't in a car. i'm still normal, so shut up.)
and as you can probably tell by this point, i'm boring. more even in person than online, if you can belive it. i'll try to only update this thing when i'm in a good mood, as the last thing lj needs is more misery and drama. a few years ago, i would have written philosophy, but high school has rotted my mind and i don't even bother with god anymore. i hope you enjoy what's here anyways.
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avoiding eye contact, beck, belarus, burning things, capitol steps, carbon leaf, charles bukowski, decemberists, denying reality, donnie darko, douglas adams, early modest mouse, fighting off the penguins, fog, gir, harvey danger, invader zim, irish people, isaac brock, jake gylenhall, jthm, knitting, metric, modest mouse, music, my dog, my rabbit, of montreal, philosiphy, politics, rain, rilo kiley, the decemberists, the invisible pink unicorn, the unicorns, the violent femmes, the word 'eventually', toothpastefordinner.com, walking in the rain, x-finishing this later(sorry)
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